I feel so prego

Oh lordy I feel so prego this time around, I am 26 weeks and I feel like a monstrosity. I love that I can make these beautiful babies, but it is so rough. I think it is so much easier the first time around you can nap, and rest, and really take time to enjoyit, I have a very rambunctious almost three year old who runs me ragged, plus I take pride in being an amazing wife, I try to do everything for my family. I pity the people who can't have babies that

deserve them. It is the greatest thing in the world.

Valentines was amazing Hannah loved her stuff she said "no way mommy, thank you for grocery shopping for me" I love her she is so funny she told me the other day she was out of cigarettes (BE is now quitting). I got Michael a big bag of stuff, he bought me a red HP laptop 10" I have a t17 inch but its so big its a widescreen, he has a 9" too small then we have our desktop so he got me a 10.5" perfet just like him.

so we sold our boat we don't get to go out on it much and we want a bigger one, right now it isn't feesable, but when we leave here we are getting a BIG boat. Hopefully we get FL, thats what we are aiming for we have 2 years left here, I will have my degree, he just finished his CCAF degree yesterday. The whole point in coming here was to have 3-4 years to get eerything in order to buy our home, get a base we want, we have no debt but our cars we don't have credit cards and stuff. Dont need them. Oh and to get as far away from the losers (you know who you are) at Seymour, that place is a dirt hole. Everything is going so good. So anyhow he got rid of his boat and bought a motorcycle. This has caused some controversy, the way I look at it is thats my husband he can do whatever makes him happy, as long as he is as safe as he can be in that situation. I don't tell my husband what to do I just stand behind him, i didn't tell him to sell him boat I wasn't there when the money was exchanged. I didn't get out when he bought the motorcycle. Both men and women need to be able to make their decisions. If there were something I wanted to do he would be my biggest fan. Just support your spouses. I cna't believe in a few months we will have been married 4 years, as happy as we were the day we married. I am always so excited to see what our lives have in store for us, we are so blessed look at my babies. oh speaking of if you ahven't heard it yet you must listen to Josh turners "I'll be there" amazing

Anyhow last semester it seems like it is slugging along adn I am so not interested in it at all I do however still want to grduate with high honors so I am at least giving 75%. Well over and out i am making Michael a homemade Pimento and Cheese sandwich for lunch ( i know its a southern thing) I will not be partaking in that lunch. Love you bitches

tired

hmmmm..... is it normal to be sick for 2 damn weeks? NO I DONT think so. I hope to feel better soon, too much to be done to be sick. I can't wait for baby shopping with aliana on the 19th. YEAH! Mobile here we come. tomorrow is out with the Hoovs. I am tired, Hannah got me up at 6:20,I swear one day I am going to sleep till 7, not really I don't think i could sleep thta long with the opportunity and we dont go to bed before 11, I am so tired. Gonna try to go to bed by 10 tonight. get some rest my body needs it.

WoW!

Well it has been a while I shut down my blog just don't really have the time to do it, I am going to give it a better effort. So much has been going on and so much is coming up.

Who knew parenting would be this much fun? Hannah has a scarf and she is pulling the computer chiar around telling me "me so strong mommy"She is going to be 3 in April and just the thought brings me to tears. My baby is all grown up. I try to dress her she tells me no mommy I'll do it. I didn't know it was going to go by so fast. She has been completly potty trained since Thanksgiving. She is in a big girl bed now. Wearing a 3T, 37 lbs 37 inches tall...boy we are in trouble.I was crying the other day I have been so sick and their is no relief and I was so tired of days with no sleep I sat on the steps with Michael and had a good cry, Hannah came up behind me and said "it'll be ok Mommy I love you." Cause i sing Marley to her..."no worries every little things gonna be alright.." I felt better instantly

She is so exctied about baby Isabella. She looks at my tummy and tells me so big mommy, baby can come out now me rock it night night. I think we are all pretty excited about a new baby in the house. I just feel so guilty never want Hannah to think she isn't the most important thing in the world. Bell is 25 weeks now, growing fast and strong. They will deliver her at 39 weeks another C-section as much as I ma dreading it they are very advantagious.

We are getting ready to do Hannahs bday party Princess and the Frog is the theme this year and as always it will be amazing we bought her a ball gown and white lace gloves.

I am on my last semester graduating in May, I am taking 5 classes and feeling super stressed about it, not really only micro it isn't at all what I thought it would be. I am just ready to be done. Then USM in the fall. Then how do I juggle? I will have a 3 month old, a 3 year old I want a job for adult interaction probably in the evenings so my kids aren't in daycare their daddy can watch them. And full time university???? Just the though causes me much anxiety. Somehow I will do it I always do and I have a super supportive hubby. He is getting his CCAF degree this month so proud of him, all A's. He is then going to finish his BA at Embry Riddle hopefully before we leave here.

Speaking of Michael what an amazing man God blessed me when he brought him into my life. I can't believe in a short time we will have been married 4 years. We are at such a great place in our marriage and life. He is my biggest fan and I am his. I know he is always here for me and would do anything in the world for me and our family. Not many people have that, I never had that in my other marriages we are mutually respectful of each other we have never in 4 years called each other a name. EVER! Proud of that. Anyhow i am so proud of him, he is an amazing man.

So that is what is going on now. we are looking forward to the summer we are going to Myrtle Beach I think in August to stay with Maria and Jason on the beach at their family beach house. The kids will love it a week of fun in the sun. So much to look forward to. I love my life. I can't wait for Vday I have their gifts all done up and wrapped so cute. So it is good to be back blogging I hope i can keep it up we shall see.