5:30 am

How many things be accomplished if I got up everyday at 530 am? Isabella thinks if we are all up at 530 am, mommy can add a few more hours of boredom to her life. Heres the thing she doesn't get on her internal clock mommy is no longer busy. Sure I take care very successfully of 2 kids everyday, my house generally pretty darn clean, 3 home cooked meals a day ,but no more 5 classes cramming for finals, and being a single parent. I sweat my brain is mush I have read like 12  books in 3 weeks, I am stinking bored, even more bored that my days start at 530 am. ANd get this they want me to send my baby to Kindergarten...what? then what will I do. probably work I can't let this genius brain go to waste. I can't start law school here because it would be a waste of time not staying in Arizona. So for now this brian is at an impasse. I am under stimulated (not in a sexual way lol)! I am bored, Sierra Vista, AZ while beautiful doesn't have a whole lot to do I am an on the go mommy and the only place I go is to get coffee at the starbucks. AYE! I am gonna start volunteering if I have to I can't understand lazy people, people who can't get things accomplished, there is no reason a house can't be cleaned, 3 meals on the table a day, kids taken care of, baths, and in between all that we go to the park all the time swim every single day....it can be done, however, many people lack ambition. This is not to say there aren't many days I would love to run away pulling my hair out but I can say my kids have the best of me everyday. Onward and upward bout to be the best PTA mom ever. Hannahs getting ready to start gymnastics and ballet so theres one or two things to add to my to do list may even put Isabella in toddlers gymnastics I think she'd have lots of fun. Until them here I am brain wasting away everyday, missing the chaos that was my life, not use to this "relaxing" time(WTF is that for?) And unfortunately my days start at 530am, and don't end until 11-12pm.
Forever yours,
bored out of my mind

What now?

Fathers day was a success the girls bought Michael a new infared electric smoker which we gave him early so he could use it for our pool party that was a success on Friday. It was fun! Lots of kids you know my kids LOVED that. Yesterday was fathers day! We got up kids made their daddy cards, then we made him a big breakfast, went to the park, played in the pool, smoked some ribs and had a great family day. Mr. Stewie the new dog is really working out he reminds us so much of cane and he kids are crazy about him. He's very sweet and he is a rescued dog no dog deserves to be at those pounds so sad. Life is good here over looking the mountains. Anxiously awaiting being an Auntie, Hannah going to school, Isabella going into daycare, me working. Lots coming lets get it started!

Insanity and genius

Insanity vs. Genius


Can there be an oxymoron that would allow for an insane genius? the definition of insanity is extreme irrational, foolishness. So was Michelangelo insane? Well by definition perhaps. He was an artistic genius but when it came to hygiene he rarely took baths, changed his clothes, and would sleep fully dressed. He has often been speculated to have autism. How can a man like this help to create some of the most beautifully regarded works of art? There have been many in the past, present, and I am sure in the future who if they thought or think outside of the box of "normality" would be deemed insane. Is that a fair label to apply to someone we perhaps do not understand or has a view that is opposite of our own. There was a time that Greeks believed in Gods like Zeus were they insane. Or perhaps their methods were genius using what they had to understand the world around them. Aristotle said, “No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” If there is that fine line than why not erase the definitive line that a textbook created and let the insane geniuses rule the world. Dropping the labels would mean a general acceptance of people who are different than ourselves. this is not an easy feat for anyone we all have our preconceived notions of who people are and what box we want them to fit into. I have never been big on conformity and I am successful in my own right. I have had moments of insanity and many moments of clear genius. There was never a line only me~ Only the diversity that makes us who we are, makes our nation great, makes people question themselves. 
 I dare you to erase the line between insanity and genius and let yourself shine for who you are not who they want you to be!

Some new pics

Top those cute kids..not!

My Goodness i am a lucky mommy

New Mexico-my sun babies

the family

Mommy and Hannah after her big dance recital

ME!

Graduation

So proud

Me and Lifey..thats right highest honors

me and mom

Hannah and I

I did it for them....

after graduation

WOW can you believe this?

their love is inspiring

Arizona here we are...
well we are all settled here in Arizona 5,000 feet above normal. What a difference it is here. No humidity, hot, windy, LOTs of mountains beautiful. However I get nosebleeds all day everyday, I feel like I am breathing hot sand. It is so different. Other than that the kids love it we have a huge pool, a hot tub, 3 bedrooms, a play room, living room...the house is gorgeous. Hannah we just enrolled her in Kindergarten (boo) she starts August 8th. I may put Isabella in day care depends if I get his job or not. Michaels friends sent my resume to Department of Homeland security and to Border patrol. I don't know thats what I want to do Hannah will be doing cheerleading, gymnastics, and soccer may be no time for working and Michael makes more than enough money I dont have to work and we are still muy comfortable. Life is settling in here the time change is crazy. I am excited for all the things to come I am going to start studying for the LSAT's so i can get into Law School. There are many changes on teh horizon I have a 2 year, and 5 year old now busy as ever. So nice though Michael doesn't work weekends, work doesn't start till 7am, and closes the airfiend at 11pm so the hours are amazing and he makes GS 12 pay with 14% locality and air traffic pay. 80,000 a year to do NOTHING seriously the slowest base I have ever seen no complaints here. He is getting ready to go back to do his BA. Well i have to go cook dinner a mommys job is never done. Love you all sorry its been so long :) Oh and to let you haters know...graduated highest honors from USM, I am brilliant! What a relief to walk across that stage now on to my JD degree